Billie Eilish Remembers Being Famous Enough to Need Security, But Too Poor to Afford It

BILLIE EILISH remembers the moment she no longer felt comfortable in public.  She was 16, and she had just finished up a three-month tour.  She went ice skating with a friend in L.A.

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She told “V” magazine, “It was a nightmare and it scared the living hell out of me, because I was just turned into this prop.  I’ve never been so scared.  It was like, a huge stampede.

“In those three months, I’d gotten bigger, but I didn’t know it until I was in that situation.  From that day on, I didn’t go anywhere.  I didn’t do anything.  I was so flipped out by what had happened and how powerless I felt.

She added, “I didn’t have security because I didn’t have the money for it.  I was the level of fame that needs security, but also the level of fame where you don’t really have the resources.”